Big changes might be happening to this Scott Household!
I'll leave it at that and keep you in suspense because nothing is set in stone. Just some potentially exciting things happening in the future!
Do you think I'm pregnant? I'm not. yet. I always first think when a woman says "exciting changes are happening" that she's pregnant. Sadly That's not the case here.
Just pray for us and that we can make the right decision that will change our lives for the better. That's all about that for now!
So... this morning I woke up and I was feeling skinny. Well, yesterday I kicked my own butt (with the help of Aimee and her mom) and did Body Pump immediately followed by RPM. My hair was so wet from sweat it looked like I had just gotten out of the shower.
I am a sweater. I feel like ya'll need to know that about me.
So anyway I woke up and decided to jump on the scale just for giggles and
I LOST 1.6 POUNDS... Since yesterday...
My fat cried a lot yesterday.
I mentioned yesterday that I haven't been under 220 in 2 years... I am so ready to get this weight I gained with Hazel OFF of my body.
When I got pregnant with her I was a little overweight at 210... I want to get to 200 and then see how I feel. 200 is my goal right now. It's so close I can feel it!
Let me do a little back story. In High School I thought I was so fat because I always weighed between 170-180. The number is what I judged myself on. I am a big boned girl. I will never be a size 2. I just want to be healthy and feel good about myself. My goal right now is 200... If I get there and I'm not happy I'll go to 190 or 185 but realistically I like to eat. I don't want to spend the rest of my life denying myself because if one I day I want a piece of cheesecake then I will eat the piece. I'm not going to live the rest of my life not enjoying the foods I love. In moderation. So I think for me 190-200 is a good weight for me to be able to MAINTAIN and still look good.
This was me at 170-180. I thought I was fat in this dress.. Sigh.
This was me at 170-180. These pants were a size 10 and I remember having to squeeze into them. I have big hips.
This was me right after we found out I was pregnant... around 210. So I want to be a bit smaller than that...
This was me at 190-200...
This was me at my biggest. WOWZA.
I am also pretty proud that I'm not starving myself to do this. When I'm hungry, I eat! The difference this go around is I grab HEALTHY foods and eat before I get so hungry that my brain stops working and I grab and eat an entire bag of chips.
Does that happen to anyone else? I used to wait till I was so hungry I couldn't stand it anymore and then I binged...
Totally not healthy. This time I'm doing it the right way and I feel FANTASTIC.
Woop Woop! Get it girl! Makin that fat cry!!!!
ReplyDeleteway to go! you are freaking killing it!!!
ReplyDeleteYou are gorgeous - I am hoping the big changes are perfect for you.
ReplyDeleteYou are doing such an amazing job!
ReplyDeleteGirl I am a BAD sweater too! My hair always looks like I just took a shower.
Confession: I ate healthy(like way clean) all day long but I think my little snacks are just that- too little. I got home and while cooking dinner binged on that freaking bag of chips and felt just awful. Don't know why I do that to myself.
I love to see someone with a goal that is a "higher weight" something realistic...My all time perfect goal is 150, I'm also only 5'3, 150 is even a "big" number for some people...I don't get it. I'm in the 190's now and in better shape then I was when I was in the 150-160 range all through highschool! It's all about your health, and how YOU feel. You look great now, you look amazing at 190 pounds! you go girl!!!
ReplyDeleteHow appropriate pandora is playing to the windowwwww to the walllllll til the sweat drop down my balllllssss right now haha. Praying for you friend!
ReplyDeleteYay! I adored this post. Seriously, it feels like I wrote it. Ha ha good job on kicking your own ass! You are doing such a great job! Can't wait to see your weigh in on Monday! Get it!
ReplyDeleteAlso, forgot to say yay on changes! Can't wait to hear about it!
ReplyDeleteYou are my hero! I want to do back to back classes and not have to leave early like a wimp! One day! You are absolutely freaking gorgeous in everyone of these pictures.
ReplyDeleteYou look amazing no matter what weight you were at!! I totally agree with you, I would rather be at a decent weight than to deprive myself. I will never ever be a size 2, an I'm ok w that. I love food too much to care, and I feel good at a size 6. So why not leave it at that!
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