Big changes might be happening to this Scott Household!
I'll leave it at that and keep you in suspense because nothing is set in stone. Just some potentially exciting things happening in the future!
Do you think I'm pregnant? I'm not.
yet. I always first think when a woman says "exciting changes are happening" that she's pregnant. Sadly That's not the case here.
Just pray for us and that we can make the right decision that will change our lives for the better. That's all about that for now!
So... this morning I woke up and I was feeling skinny. Well, yesterday I kicked my own butt (with the help of Aimee and her mom) and did Body Pump immediately followed by RPM. My hair was so wet from sweat it looked like I had just gotten out of the shower.
I am a sweater. I feel like ya'll need to know that about me.
So anyway I woke up and decided to jump on the scale just for giggles and
I LOST 1.6 POUNDS... Since yesterday...
My fat cried a lot yesterday.
I mentioned yesterday that I haven't been under 220 in 2 years... I am so ready to get this weight I gained with Hazel OFF of my body.
When I got pregnant with her I was a little overweight at 210... I want to get to 200 and then see how I feel. 200 is my goal right now. It's so close I can feel it!
Let me do a little back story. In High School I thought I was so fat because I always weighed between 170-180. The number is what I judged myself on. I am a big boned girl. I will never be a size 2. I just want to be healthy and feel good about myself. My goal right now is 200... If I get there and I'm not happy I'll go to 190 or 185 but realistically I like to eat. I don't want to spend the rest of my life denying myself because if one I day I want a piece of cheesecake then I will eat the piece. I'm not going to live the rest of my life not enjoying the foods I love. In moderation. So I think for me 190-200 is a good weight for me to be able to MAINTAIN and still look good.
This was me at 170-180. I thought I was fat in this dress.. Sigh.
This was me at 170-180. These pants were a size 10 and I remember having to squeeze into them. I have big hips.
This was me right after we found out I was pregnant... around 210. So I want to be a bit smaller than that...
This was me at 190-200...
This was me at my biggest. WOWZA.
I am also pretty proud that I'm not starving myself to do this. When I'm hungry, I eat! The difference this go around is I grab HEALTHY foods and eat before I get so hungry that my brain stops working and I grab and eat an entire bag of chips.
Does that happen to anyone else? I used to wait till I was so hungry I couldn't stand it anymore and then I binged...
Totally not healthy. This time I'm doing it the right way and I feel FANTASTIC.